Tensed Jilsy

After a long time I am back to my blog.

Things have changed a lot. I had been home for some days. And now I am Back. They treat me like a big lady which I have never known in my life. Started the shopping. Good…

More than all these I m tensed… Tensed about after marriage situations, about taking up a house, about shopping.. About leaving the house where I stay at present.. and lot more things..

More than that I am worried about myself… Have you ever come across some through the mobile phone and damage the display.. if not look at me… that too when it is not your phone…

That’s how I am… someone who doesn’t think about the consequences, and very childish at times and very matured at the other times.

I was actually thinking once, I should have got married to the person my parents find… so that I don’t have to take any responsibilities, like searching for a house or shopping or things like that.. but next second I know that I do what I really want to do… and I will be with the person whom I want to be with, not with someone who my parents want to be.

My mom and dad are cool parents uh !!!

So it going on… waiting for the day to come..

MPC Couse :D

I am back with my experience in “Marriage Preparation course”… To be frank I cried so much not to attend that. It is something that I had to attend… I meant must attend before marriage. I had to attend that with my fiancé. Oh my god. Till now he was my boy friend. Now he is fiancé. After 74 days he will be my HUSBAND.

All right. That's fine. Hmmm back to subject. I wanted him to come with. But he thinks that he is one busiest man in the world. (But actually he is. And I am very proud of it.)

That was the time when I thought… “God why did u create me as Syrian catholic… I should have born as any other Christian. ” But I know I don’t have any choice. So there I go for so called MPC.

Of course as usual there is a fight between us when I came to know that Mr. Fiancé won’t able to attend the MPC. I thought I will be left out there. The only reason I had to go for MPC is that I can be with him.

At last, after all the drama, as usual, at the 11th hour I get a call from Mr. Fiancé. “Sweety u please register. I m having lunch. I will be there after my lunch. I will join u there.”

I was in ecstasy. I go there and joined. Registered for him as well.

Mr. Fiancé, if u ever read this… those were the happiest days I had and I was very proud of u. But please learn from others. And don’t ever dream that I will be like other girls. :D :D

Like that three days. I was full happy to be with him. In spite of fight we had in all 15 minutes.

I m not a religious person. But I personally believe that everyone should attend such classes before marriage. And this is not from religious perspective. But to know how to few things, which u may not know before marriage.

But in all that days I was counting down days. What and all I have to do… take up a house. Shift from the present house. Shopping, work, church related and lot of things. Since, I am staying away from native I have to do most of my work :D

Pre marrital course :D

at last the dy has come... attending the premarital course :D

Will be back with that ....

Are the days flying???

Yup.. Days are flying… they have wings attached with a clock…

It is funny that u started day dreaming about lot of things and someone come and wakes you up… Yes it happens.. Right now I am waiting for the day to come. I started liking all these. My day… I have already started thinking about all that.. what to wear and what not to…

I go home people talk about me…My mom proudly announces to everybody that her daughter is getting married… I started realizing that my mom knows lot of adjectives.

Believe me I love all these… But there is a worst side for that… when my friends give tips to manage my to be husband, elders give the tips to manage the in laws…

But wherever I go I get advice for free. And that's some thing I don't want. But I have no option.

after attending a marriage

Hey

I m still in touch with my blog… Yes I am...I was little busy with few things…

I couldn’t find time to update important things happened in my life...

So 87 more days to go for D-day… hmmmm… Life is taking its turn... I m going in the same way….

So now Jilsy think about it... start preparing yourself...

Actually I have thought about it and I am ready now. To share the joy, to share the love, to share the sorrows, to share the hopes... to share the chocolates, to FIGHT mainly….

I started liking it…

I had been for my brother’s marriage… Oh my god. That was a big story… Over there I started realizing lot of things… Yes Marriages are happening in heaven... but don't know when they come to world... touch wood…

But it is nice to be a bride... it is nice to be noticed by everyone even for a day…

It is nice that you ask for water and everyone comes with water for you (Including my mom…Hope u have got a fair idea of my mom.. when I asked water for my mom, since I was wearing saree and was not able to walk this was the dialogue I heard there “Today is not your marriage… and you are not a bride still”)

SO I am waiting for the day for my marriage when I ask for water my mom gets me that and tell me that “today you are a bride, so we will get you water… but tomorrow onwards you have do al these for your husband”..

Husband???? Oh my goodness. I can’t imagine him as my husband…. (Hey no he is a nice person ... and better be)

I am preparing myself…. Please go ahead to read my worries tomorrow

101 Day……… first day for 101 day…..

Count down begins… From today…. Life is gonna settle down…

Let me introduce Myself….

My name is Jilsy…. Jill means sweetheart…So “Malayalifying” Jill became Jilsy… and Jilsy = Avaerage…


Average looking.. Average IQ… Average Qualification… Average creativity (Even though I think myself better than average)… average work performance…from an average family (Middle class)…ect… ect…ect.. except that exceptional love... Wow…

So at last I am gonna get married to someone whom I wanna be with..

But question mark…Do I really wanna get marry ?

I like to be with him.. I fight with him.. I love him.. and I want to get marry…. But premarital tension :D

I think I m ready… I m waiting for 101 days to pass… ad waiting for something good happens…usually my intuitions never go wrong… so I hope.. this also will not :)

My Mom and Dad are excited about all these… in fact they are tensed + happy… We never talk anything else other than these things over the phone… Let me join them that wasting time on tensed about all these… Happiest part is the shopping.. I m not a shopaholic… But this is the time when I can do what I want to J…. Will write soon about it :)

My days are gonna start :)

My 101 day is gonna start tomorrow.... Time actually flies... it does not wait for anyone... I can’t ask time to wait for me...

Are u ready to take up all the responsibilities in life...? (No way).. are u ready for the race ??? "Race ???? yeah.. life is race.. u win if u could come before others ..."
But I don’t know married life is a race... Married life is an adjustment... where u runs along with your spouse...

Not bad Jilsy... your Mom's advice is gone to your head...
All right... candid Confession... I m not ready to take this up... I m not even ready to attend my brother’s marriage which is just two days away...

Tomorrow onwards I will start thinking about my worries...

No… Not today... I still have time to think about